my brother starts school in a few days and I have another month of holidays, it sounds like it would be so much fun but in actual fact i just really, insanely miss school. i miss the routine, the effortless friendships, the nagging of my teachers, knowing where everything is.
i really really miss school. I'll never have to wear that green uniform again, nor be forced to tie my hair up and pull my socks up. never never never. i should be happy , elated but i'm not.
What am I going to do myself for another month!? I always dreamed of freedom, but what freedom is there? I keep saying if I had this, if I do this then freedom will come. It's. not. coming.
Maybe, those teenage years spent in routine at school was freedom,
and this is captivity.
3 comments:
kaz, darling you're back! Oh I really missing you! How are you?
And what are you doing now? 'cause you don't have to school anymore.
tell me everthing! (:
But you're not so happy! it's a pitty!
Lots of love,
This was everything I've been thinking for the last week. Inspired. xoxox
I wish I could go back to my school days :) they were the best ever :) the rebellious freedom to say whatever and do whatever without giving a care to the world , next thing you know responsibility will be right around the corner .
p.s thanks for the comment , Im just going through ups and downs at the moment and its to do with a guy :( this is the reason why I would like to go back to being a teenager again .
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