HELLO AGAIN!

HELLO! 


I have been... THE WORST BLOGGER. so basically it's one year later... and I'm back to my blog :) 
I'm not sure what happened there... I guess you could say life happened. I got caught up, distracted and influenced by university life. and WOW what a change it is.


I'm not even sure if anyone will ever read this.. I suppose it's just nice to have somewhere to go to post my thoughts. I've sincerely missed it, and I'm again at a stage in my life, where I just need to write. To express myself. :)


I'm still the confused human being I was back then. I'm still not sure where I want to go. I'm not even sure how on earth I survived the first year of uni! But now we're approach exams again. It's quite a pain.. and I'm SO unprepared. like, I feel even worse about these exams than I did for VCE. Now that's saying something :( 


I'll stop rambling now and leave you with a few photos :)


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i bought new heels! :) weee and what a bargain too! they're by lipstik and were $45 ! half price!! I've wanted zip styles shoes for a while now and now i've got them! :) yayay!

side view

front-ish view
these are the ones i bought. i'm lovvvvvvvvviiingg them! they're so comfy too! and then there's another pair of black heels by windsor smith that are absolutely to die for. $130 though, so it's not cheap nor overtly expensive. start saving? i think so!

silver

black

cream/nude

i'm leaning towards the nude because it's something different but i'm not sure.. what do you think?

also i've got twitter! I really need to get a phone that gives me free access now, otherwise my tweets would be late and not really that interesting. the main reason i got it is to stay up to date with the fashion industry and such because that's where all the info seems to be getting out!

so follow me! and i'll follow you too of course! :)
find me at twitter.com/kazzaa_

:) yes there's a stupid underscore after my name :(
oh well! i'll try and tweet as much as possible despite my limitations!

winters fast approaching....

.... and I'm sooo glad I've been saving photos from lookbook because now i know what's been in fashion, what looks hot and what's just not!
any advice on what I should invest in girls?Here's my need list at the moment* leather jacket... I REALLY hope I find one this season!
perhaps something in this style?
* military style jacket along the lines of...

*skivvy - I think it's shaping up to be a long winter!

*basic tops in nice designs

*leather fingerless gloves *boots - flats and heels

studded boot :)

* bag - for uni; ideally this would be purrfect but I don't see this happening so I'll have to keep looking...

Hermes Birkin Bag

any tips on winter fashions would be fabulous!! send me your thoughts! i love hearing them and PLEASE feel free to let me know if you think i'm on the wrong track, i'd much rather know NOW before i BUY it than later when i feel like a dork! :P

xoxo

putting in some breadth

so at the moment i'm struggling to decide what subjects i want to do as a breadth subject; it's so difficult to decide. subject selections is hard. uni is already hard and it hasn't even begun yet. :(

i want to be an economist one day, i'm pretty sure about that. I want to help make policies that will allocate resources so we don't waste. policies that make sense; not just for the sake of it. i want to work in a firm and make it more efficient, more resourceful. through this i want to help the world. i want to be a political adviser. I want to be so many things but at the same time nothing .at the same time I want to be lazy but at the same time i don't want to be lazy. I want to be energetic and outgoing., I want to have a full calender full of social events.

I want sooooo many things, but what if some of them contradict each other? are they still attainable?

I have no idea. and I don't know if i deserve all these things i want.

I thought getting into my dream course would mark the end of one era and the start of another, all it's done is made me more confused.

come and gone

so new years has come and gone, i've drafted a million resolutions and broken pretty much every single one of them. it's really quite disappointing .. I won't even bother boring you with the details

my brother starts school in a few days and I have another month of holidays, it sounds like it would be so much fun but in actual fact i just really, insanely miss school. i miss the routine, the effortless friendships, the nagging of my teachers, knowing where everything is.

i really really miss school. I'll never have to wear that green uniform again, nor be forced to tie my hair up and pull my socks up. never never never. i should be happy , elated but i'm not.

What am I going to do myself for another month!? I always dreamed of freedom, but what freedom is there? I keep saying if I had this, if I do this then freedom will come. It's. not. coming.

Maybe, those teenage years spent in routine at school was freedom,

and this is captivity.

MERRY CHRISTMAS && HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hello my darling readers :)

A Belated Merry Christmas!! and a healthy, happy and propsperous New Year to come!

2009 has been such a wonderful journey and I'm so glad that I can share some of my life with all of you :)



I hope you all had a fabulous Christmas celebrating with your family and have a great time out with your friends ringing in the New Year!

Farewell 2009 it has truly been a rollercoaster and eye opening adventure. And thank you my dear follower for all your support, comments and hits for without you my page would just be another next to the million other out there! :)

xxx

Next Post coming will feature my top 10 New Years resolutions! And i'm sure you all can guess what one of them will be!!

9825

I have sooo many things I want to blog about but I don't want to do a brain dump because then it'll be really hard to read/understand! So I'll blog it post by post, perhaps I'll save them then post them at a later date?

who knows. anyway at the forefront of my mind is my ENTER score. for those of you who have no cluee what I'm talking about it's like the ranking you get in comparision to the performance of every other student in the state. So the highest you can possibly get is 99.95 and guess who got 98.25 ;) yup; I'm quite chuffed and suprised! I never thought I could get such a wonderful score! Hopefully I'll be able to get into Melbourne Uni Commerce (major Economics) which would be awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'm so excited! :D

I feel really lucky at the moment as I know of some people who didn't get the score they wanted which is a major bummer. :( I would be upset too; like I had my mark of what I wanted (which I exceeded!) and if I didn't get it I would be devastated.

Most people I've spoken to are really happy with they're results so that's fantastical! The Study Score (you get a score out of 50 for each subject you study which is passed on both internal [school] and external [outside school markers] assessments) is English. It has really suprised me. It's one of my best results and I remarkably, somehow, managed to pull straight A+'s so I'm super thrilled about that! :D

I'm going to go shopping tonight and buy myself the pair of shows below to reward myself. hehe

sportsgirl $89.95

planning on wearing them with shorts and summer dresses. yes?

To all you VCE readers out there I hope you're happy with your score too! And even if you're not; try not to stress too much! there's always other ways to get to where you want to! :)