so at the moment i'm struggling to decide what subjects i want to do as a breadth subject; it's so difficult to decide. subject selections is hard. uni is already hard and it hasn't even begun yet. :(
i want to be an economist one day, i'm pretty sure about that. I want to help make policies that will allocate resources so we don't waste. policies that make sense; not just for the sake of it. i want to work in a firm and make it more efficient, more resourceful. through this i want to help the world. i want to be a political adviser. I want to be so many things but at the same time nothing .at the same time I want to be lazy but at the same time i don't want to be lazy. I want to be energetic and outgoing., I want to have a full calender full of social events.
I want sooooo many things, but what if some of them contradict each other? are they still attainable?
I have no idea. and I don't know if i deserve all these things i want.
I thought getting into my dream course would mark the end of one era and the start of another, all it's done is made me more confused.
i want to be an economist one day, i'm pretty sure about that. I want to help make policies that will allocate resources so we don't waste. policies that make sense; not just for the sake of it. i want to work in a firm and make it more efficient, more resourceful. through this i want to help the world. i want to be a political adviser. I want to be so many things but at the same time nothing .at the same time I want to be lazy but at the same time i don't want to be lazy. I want to be energetic and outgoing., I want to have a full calender full of social events.
I want sooooo many things, but what if some of them contradict each other? are they still attainable?
I have no idea. and I don't know if i deserve all these things i want.
I thought getting into my dream course would mark the end of one era and the start of another, all it's done is made me more confused.
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