putting in some breadth

so at the moment i'm struggling to decide what subjects i want to do as a breadth subject; it's so difficult to decide. subject selections is hard. uni is already hard and it hasn't even begun yet. :(

i want to be an economist one day, i'm pretty sure about that. I want to help make policies that will allocate resources so we don't waste. policies that make sense; not just for the sake of it. i want to work in a firm and make it more efficient, more resourceful. through this i want to help the world. i want to be a political adviser. I want to be so many things but at the same time nothing .at the same time I want to be lazy but at the same time i don't want to be lazy. I want to be energetic and outgoing., I want to have a full calender full of social events.

I want sooooo many things, but what if some of them contradict each other? are they still attainable?

I have no idea. and I don't know if i deserve all these things i want.

I thought getting into my dream course would mark the end of one era and the start of another, all it's done is made me more confused.

SIX DEGREES OF SEPERATION

OMG I have soo much to write but literally no time to write it!
I'm going to keep this short and sweet (or as short as possible; totally leaving the sweetness in) anyway, on .. THURSDAY last week I went to this methods lecture on probability and my friend totally bailed on me. So I was by myself; sat in a row, totally prepared to be a loner when this group of girls walk in and want to sit in my row. So I was like YAY maybe I can make friends, except the closest girl sitting near me sat a seat away which sucked. But anyway, THE POINT is i made a new friend who knows on my current friends. hence six degrees of seperation. It just really facinates me how in a lecture room we're bound to know another person somehow, either by sight or through a friend or you just know them, don't you just love it when you meet someone and they know one of your friends?

well even if you don't; i do :)

ok so onto clothes and shopping!
i didnt' get the dress :( mum didnt' like it, she said the high wasit didn't sit very well. therefore no go. so that was a bummer.
on the upside, I have a new bag! :)
havn't used it yet though and I probably won't for a while because exams are looming but I can't wait to!

Sportsgirl Mesh bag; $50

I've been dying for one of these for AGES

I finally have one!

wooooo!

oh I soooooooooo need your HELP! there's this top at FCUK I have ordered in an XS, it's off the shoulder and grey with a sparkle pattern on it. $80. I don't know if i like enough to buy it though.. mum's not big on it.. but it's pretty. the thing is, at the end of the year i might be going to Copenhagen with my aunt for a week, so on the one hand I need to save money, on the other, this top is awesome and I'm scared i'll regret not buying it. what do you think I should do?It looks kind of like this, but with a sequin design... (stupid FCUK website didnt' have the top I want :[ )

This one is FCUK too

$30 .

maybe I should just buy this and sew my damn sequins on it?

Just another tank I thnk is cute!

I tried this one and it's really cute, but doens't go with my skin tone.

If you want a gorgeous sparkles top ! this is totally cute

BUY IT.

It is from FCUK

I promise I'll blog as much as I can! but in the lead up to final exams I dont have much time! i'm sorryy!

to go or not to go

ok so I have a dilemma. At the end of the year I finish on the 12th of Nov and I have the option of going to SG to say with family till January enrolments for uni (provided I actaully get in...) but I don't know if I want to go and spend 3 months in SG ... like I won't be with my immediate family for Christmas and New Years, i'll be with extended family.
and then there's the whole, who am I going to hang out with when i get there? what am i going to do when i get there? Plus, I'll be missing out on a ton of stuff here , like parties, and hanging out with friends - which trust me I havn't done for AGES!
so yeah, like if I opt not to go I'll just go for like a few weeks in January.. but I don't know, it sounds like fun to go?

decisions decisions...
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On a totally different note! I found more things I want ! :)

OMG! SPARKLY top

i really really want one of these!!

enough said.

I love this top! It's so pretty when you wear it

I tried it on the other day at chaddy but mum wouldn't buy it for me

and i'm broke

this sucks :(

oh, and i've totally decided I need a pair of black shorts for summer

see! look how versitile the shorts are!

and i'm loving the animal prints this season

:)

all from my favourite store: forever new