putting in some breadth

so at the moment i'm struggling to decide what subjects i want to do as a breadth subject; it's so difficult to decide. subject selections is hard. uni is already hard and it hasn't even begun yet. :(

i want to be an economist one day, i'm pretty sure about that. I want to help make policies that will allocate resources so we don't waste. policies that make sense; not just for the sake of it. i want to work in a firm and make it more efficient, more resourceful. through this i want to help the world. i want to be a political adviser. I want to be so many things but at the same time nothing .at the same time I want to be lazy but at the same time i don't want to be lazy. I want to be energetic and outgoing., I want to have a full calender full of social events.

I want sooooo many things, but what if some of them contradict each other? are they still attainable?

I have no idea. and I don't know if i deserve all these things i want.

I thought getting into my dream course would mark the end of one era and the start of another, all it's done is made me more confused.

9825

I have sooo many things I want to blog about but I don't want to do a brain dump because then it'll be really hard to read/understand! So I'll blog it post by post, perhaps I'll save them then post them at a later date?

who knows. anyway at the forefront of my mind is my ENTER score. for those of you who have no cluee what I'm talking about it's like the ranking you get in comparision to the performance of every other student in the state. So the highest you can possibly get is 99.95 and guess who got 98.25 ;) yup; I'm quite chuffed and suprised! I never thought I could get such a wonderful score! Hopefully I'll be able to get into Melbourne Uni Commerce (major Economics) which would be awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'm so excited! :D

I feel really lucky at the moment as I know of some people who didn't get the score they wanted which is a major bummer. :( I would be upset too; like I had my mark of what I wanted (which I exceeded!) and if I didn't get it I would be devastated.

Most people I've spoken to are really happy with they're results so that's fantastical! The Study Score (you get a score out of 50 for each subject you study which is passed on both internal [school] and external [outside school markers] assessments) is English. It has really suprised me. It's one of my best results and I remarkably, somehow, managed to pull straight A+'s so I'm super thrilled about that! :D

I'm going to go shopping tonight and buy myself the pair of shows below to reward myself. hehe

sportsgirl $89.95

planning on wearing them with shorts and summer dresses. yes?

To all you VCE readers out there I hope you're happy with your score too! And even if you're not; try not to stress too much! there's always other ways to get to where you want to! :)

Guess who's back?

i'm baccckkk! :) did you miss me? I'm kinda hoping for a resounding yes, so even if you didn't just lie, say you did and make my day! :)
so i've really missed blogging.. and shopping!
but now that SCHOOLS OVER. and i have this unlimited limited freedom (i know it's a tongue twister, but if you think about it, it does kinda make sense).
Monday the 14th December is judgement day! the day we get our results back! :O ahhh I'm scared!

anyway! enough about school! i highly doubt you guys visit my blog to hear me blab on about school and etc. so lets get down to it!
it's summer time! and i'm loving my summer dresses, shorts and singlets! one of the things I really want to buy is casual heels; I'm not sure what I want them to look like but that's definately on my lookout list!
Today I went shopping with my lovely grandma, who has been tireless feeding me during exam period, to make sure i actually do eat. I think she's done her job waaayyyyy too well because i've gone up from an 8 to a 10 to a 12 even! : now I know it's not huge or anything and it's normal size, but if you think about it that's up 2 sizes! So i've decided i'm going to tone up! jump on the bike and go for rides; start going for strolls in the park etc! :)

BUT BACK TO THE POINT! i bought a new top! hehehe it's really pretty! (: i'll take a picture soon for you guys to see!
I'm going to shush up now, and leave you with some photos of the looks I want to emulate and a question; now that i'm free, and will probably be going out more, would you like some "outfit" posts. I've noticed them on heaps of blogs and things, I'm not sure I'm up for it. but I wanted to hear what you guys think!

so let me know: would you like to see some outfit posts?

x.o kaz

This is a strapless jumpsuit. It's really pretty! I want to buy it

but i'm not sure about the how strapless part.

i'm kinda.. er.. defficient in that area

another heartline! i really like this heart line.
I want one with a halter, i think it'll look gorgeous!

casual but awesome. t

his is the type of thing I wear like every day

I really like this lacy thing at the stop of singlet tops.

must find one!



image source: lookbook

GOOD BYE, GOOD LUCK TO YOU!

good bye good luck good bye good luck good bye good luck to youu! Oh old school you've loved us well, good bye good luck to you!

did i scare you for a moment into thinking I was closing down my blog? hehe! No, I have FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL! Today we had our valedictory lunch with our teachers and I have to admit, I was a bit skeptical at first, but it really was a fabulous occassion! I took lots and lots of photos with teachers and friends and wow. I'm really going to miss high school! Part of me can't WAIT to get exams over and done with, while another part doesn't want to move on!

hmm... anyway in the mean time some looks I've come across while procrastinating and to tie you all over till I'm finish! :) enjoyy!

summer. summer. summer

i love the skirt! I have one similar to it hehe

totally in love with that bag! it's aweeesomee!

NB. pictures are from lookbook

thank you all so much for reading my blog!! It means a lot to know that people are actually interested in what I write, even if there isn't a constant trend! haha :)

So I'll be AWOL (i.e. not blogging) till the 12th of Nov which is my final exam! Wish me luck?

x.o kaz

ONE MONTH + one day

some things I found :)

from here

the rest above are from:

here

one month and one day till high school is over!

WOW!

it's taking its toll

year 12 is really taking its toll on me. Constantly working (well more like procrastinating then feeling majorly guilty after) and not going out. I literally havn't seen anyone these whole holidays, it's devastating. :( Mock exams next week woo. one every single damn day.

On Monday I was at Melbourne Uni, attending some lectures trying to get myself motivated, I'm proud to say: IT WORKED! Since then i've written 4 essays which is amazing because it's Wednesday; so that's two a day! Woo! the bad side? I havn't done any methods, chemistry, further or economics. crap. So i picked up good ole check points and a little bit of revision :)

Anyway, after my lectures mum was half an hour late picking me up so i went to ISHKA to do some shopping, I love looking at the marble/pebble/precious stones; whatever you want to call them and I bought one for good luck

It is a "RED AGATE" and this is the description which accompanied it:

Stimulates analytical ability

and precision.

Protects against envy, rage

and helps banish sorrow

increase physical energy and

personal power,

creativity and compassion

it's going to be my good luck charm for upcoming exams! :)

ONE MONTH to go!

almost there